Enumeration of LOVE

Why would I let you count the waysWhen you’ve already claimed that you are not good at math And this my dear is dang near quantum physics

So convoluted that the greatest thinkers of our time and times past have not dared to define nor have calculated this simple four letter word

You never promised me more than you could give except for when you spoke about giving your heart 

As I told you mine was held in isolation on standby and When you pledged fidelity and lied right to my face

I saw my dignity lower her gaze to the left and tilted her chin as she shook her head negatively No way there will be no more regrets

You could have been the one but that ship has sailed on a solo journey We converged on our paths but I was already gone But I had hoped 

For I was soon to be Far away from this place of alligators and mosquitos Where both were tolerated with a shrug I was not destined to be here this long

Because my DESTINY lay far Away from the South The Western Pacific whispered so sweet and softly…

“Alexandria…

Come home Love”

I’ll show you the majesty of mountains, volcanoes and Crater Lake. The wildness of the Pacific Ocean 

Crashing fierce waves against the cliffs Ever aware of the rouge waves And the stars will twinkle brighter You’ll see the Moon and Sun 

Rising and setting with more clarity as the celestial bodies lovingly illuminate and share the skies above

I was always good at math and I see patterns and calculate everything and I saw the dots connect

 In truth you could come to me wherever 

I remembered how it feels to BE LOVED And know that and feel that in my bones and very SOUL

I can recall vividly the time when you touched me and I felt it twice

I will wait for you patiently to come again and stay forevermore That my blessed one is called the Enumeration of Love

 
   

Do you see it? Can you imagine it? 

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Cresent Waning Moon

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On Oct 19, 2014, at 12:31 PM, Alexandria CD wrote:

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Begin forwarded message:

From: Lexa Credo
Date: October 19, 2014 at 12:29:27 PM EDT
To: a_credodarnes@yahoo.com
Subject: Crescent waning moon

Sweet infinitesimal smile
All the while
Monumental in
A lunar luminescence
The presence
Of the crescent waning moon
Makes me swoon
Albeit in void of course
The astrological source
In between Leo and Virgo
Ergo

Introspective of the Apogee or
Either your
Perigee of your body mass
Makes me eager to pass and feel the
Affects of your gravitational forces
Influences on my life sources
Solids to liquids and all the types of matter
Matter to me …such phenomenon is
So delicious its esculent
Can’t you taste it?
My pupils are dilated
Do you see?
The skin of my entire body is tingling
Can you feel it?
The sound of silence and the words on this page
Do you hear me?

Betwixt and Between (Autumn 2016 revision and continuation)

Surrender….

Fading rsinbow

Over and Under the Rainbow


October 9, 2016

From: Lexa Credo <lexacredo@gmail.com>
Date: Tuesday, September 27, 2016

Subject: Betwixt and Between

To: “a_credodarnes@yahoo.com” <a_credodarnes@yahoo.com>

———- Forwarded message ———-

From: Alexandria Credo Darnes <a_credodarnes@yahoo.com>

Date: Friday, September 23, 2016

Subject: Betwixt and Between

To: Lexa Credo Darnes <lexacredo@gmail.com>

The powers that BE are present

And sending significant messages nay volumes of enlightenment

New wrinkles have been formed in my brain Right before summer leaves and Autumn begins

Near the equator with the Del Sol directly overhead

At the start of the day in the middle of the week

And La Luna was still high in sky at daybreak

I was up and out stargazing

Clearing and clarifying

The longitude and latitude of my geographical position

Solidified my thoughts as once more I was grounded and reminded of my Earth boundless feeling

Between light and darkness

I’m tempted by lust and love

Evil and live for I see it all as an anagram

As the numbers and patterns start to present a partial picture of my slice of life

One angel tells me he’s leaving the state and wants to see me before moving to Queens

And my angel of substances who offers me a life of opulence decadence and subtle luxury has proposed another revised offer to share the world with me on my terms..
And there is another Angel who had captured my heart with his light as the others all disappearing the edges of his blinding light 

One second I am certain And then he doubts so I doubt 

As

I sow seeds of herbs and flowers in anticipation of the harvest and full moon that next comes

And the strongest angel I know who appeared and revitalized my light and energy

As I review the hierarchy Michael, Gabriel and Rafael

The cherubs and Seraphim

I know naught/not to move too quickly for this is a crossroads and I’m still betwixt and between

Paradise, Purgatory and Dantes many levels of Hell

The morning star and evening star And Lucifer, Satan and the Devil, all are present 

I’m a stargazer and I stand and watch

Now Mars glows reddish near the low waxing crescent moon

And we are influenced and tested and the tears of sadness fall from my eyes as I remember the desire of happiness we’ve shared

Shall I turn and walk away Should I release him

Maybe it’s another trinity of the opposition 

And yet and still 

I move forward at a pace that’s fast and slow

I move and think spherically for the sphere of white light and the purple pyramid I manifest as I meditate 

As the wheel turns and Earth spins on its elliptical path

The Milky Way and galaxy of stars remind me of the wonder of energy 

The vibrations I feel are in tune with the hierarchy 

The leader of the fighting angels

Michael tells me tales of war and love

And I feel everything intensely and still the way is not clear 

For I still stand betwixt and between

War and peace and the battle of the sexes

For is it possible for two Alphas to mate without one trying to dominate the other 

I felt his love and when we made love it was amourous and odious 

Sweet and savory and I fell hard to the soft clouds of the promise of the last true love 

However since we are earthbound we are tested as above so below

As you test and doubt your love and my love and I am bound to watch it unfold 

And as it unfolds my binds are loosened and once broken I once again realize that I’m free to BE

Once in a fathomless dark place and suddenly graced with the light and touched 

I know that in this life LOVE and HATE exist

Right and wrong

As the battle between the Father and his first favorited one continues

I watch  

I stand

And I wait

Betwixt and Between 
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Betwixt and Between (Summer and Autumn) 2016

The powers that BE are presentAnd sending significant messages nay volumes of enlightenment 


New wrinkles have been formed in my brain Right before summer leaves and the fall of Autumn begins 

Near the equator with the Del Sol directly overhead 

At the start of the day in the middle of the week 

And La Luna was still high in sky at daybreak

I was up and out mom and stargazing- Watching the aquise of darkness to light 

The Star of the Morning winked Clearing and clarifying 

The longitude and latitude of my geographical position duly noted and I checked for NSE&W on my compass to reaffirm my position

Solidified my thoughts as once more I was grounded and reminded of my Earth boundless feeling

Between light and darkness

I’m tempted by lust and love

Evil and live for I see it all as an anagram 

As the numbers and patterns start to present a partial picture of my slice of life

One angel tells me he’s leaving the state and wants to see me before moving to Queens

And my angel of substances who offers me a life of opulence decadence and subtle luxury has proposed another revised offer to share the world with me on my terms..

As

I sow seeds of herbs and flowers in anticipation of the harvest and full moon that next comes 

And the strongest angel I know who appeared and revitalized my light and energy

Michael, Gabriel and Rafael

The cherubs and Seraphim    

I know naught to move too quickly for this is a crossroads and I’m still betwixt and between 

Paradise, Purgatory and Dantes many levels of Hell

And Lucifer, Satan and the Devil 

TBC…..
Sent from Lexa’s iPhone

Mmmmmmmmm


I saw the energy before I felt it

All the street lights had halos

La Luna smiled her crooked lopsided smirk

And I remembered that I knew about 

The energy

I felt it before 

That Yin and Yang gracefulness 

As the wind caresses my skin 

So softly as only my true lover knows how to do 

The gathering of baby crickets Jumped across the wall in a rhythm

As the birds tweeted questions and others trilled back answers  The sky went thru it’s metamorphosis 

From darkness to light 

As I witnessed the divinity as the voyeaur in me felt a white hot desire

Everything has a definitive clarity and especially myself 

I knew this to be true and the Southern Hemisphere had me off balance 

Why was I acting like the lost stepchild that seemingly didn’t belong? I was created for this very moment of esoteric knowing 

Do not falter in your faith

Or stumble too much on this path to everywhere  

Behold and BE present in Paradise 

Rejoice in the infinite wonder of this World

All the synergies and algorithms are in plain sight and I was always counting numbers and seeing patterns

It was another test and the process of elimination as well as deciphering the probable was second nature

It’s elementary but

Why was it so much harder to see? 

I needed more clarity  I see the light even in darkness there is a glowing energy

I feel the magnetic field, gravity and am acutely aware Of the space time continuum Of linear and spherical  East and West 

North and Sourh

Earth, Air, Fire and Water

I am Betwixt and Between 

Heaven on Earth

Fatality and immortaliy 

And the flesh of my flesh energizes me

My cerebellum is stimulated and my body springs into action 

Still
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Soul Arson

Deeper and darker..

Rampant and Golden

The pain would come later.
The blue and black bruises
the shape of man-sized fingers
would not form for another
few hours, and the heart
would not be aware
of the long coffin nails
until days later.

All of the moment is fear
a fast approaching end
that tastes like burning ash
and the red tint of sky
behind the death black
of a stormy night,
the panic while I teeter
on the brink of choking
and the realization
that he is too strong
and I can’t push him off
and he is about to drain
the ocean out of my soul
without my permission,
the silence of the walls
screaming into my ears
on top of my helpless,
pounding heartbeat
and my brain trying to shut down
as disgrace fell
the size of a hungry boar
and festering anthills
of self-doubt tearing
my flesh apart
over and over and…

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