Surrender….
Over and Under the Rainbow
October 9, 2016
From: Lexa Credo <lexacredo@gmail.com>
Date: Tuesday, September 27, 2016
Subject: Betwixt and Between
To: “a_credodarnes@yahoo.com” <a_credodarnes@yahoo.com>
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From: Alexandria Credo Darnes <a_credodarnes@yahoo.com>
Date: Friday, September 23, 2016
Subject: Betwixt and Between
To: Lexa Credo Darnes <lexacredo@gmail.com>
The powers that BE are present
And sending significant messages nay volumes of enlightenment
New wrinkles have been formed in my brain Right before summer leaves and Autumn begins
Near the equator with the Del Sol directly overhead
At the start of the day in the middle of the week
And La Luna was still high in sky at daybreak
I was up and out stargazing
Clearing and clarifying
The longitude and latitude of my geographical position
Solidified my thoughts as once more I was grounded and reminded of my Earth boundless feeling
Between light and darkness
I’m tempted by lust and love
Evil and live for I see it all as an anagram
As the numbers and patterns start to present a partial picture of my slice of life
One angel tells me he’s leaving the state and wants to see me before moving to Queens
And my angel of substances who offers me a life of opulence decadence and subtle luxury has proposed another revised offer to share the world with me on my terms..
And there is another Angel who had captured my heart with his light as the others all disappearing the edges of his blinding light
One second I am certain And then he doubts so I doubt
As
I sow seeds of herbs and flowers in anticipation of the harvest and full moon that next comes
And the strongest angel I know who appeared and revitalized my light and energy
As I review the hierarchy Michael, Gabriel and Rafael
The cherubs and Seraphim
I know naught/not to move too quickly for this is a crossroads and I’m still betwixt and between
Paradise, Purgatory and Dantes many levels of Hell
The morning star and evening star And Lucifer, Satan and the Devil, all are present
I’m a stargazer and I stand and watch
Now Mars glows reddish near the low waxing crescent moon
And we are influenced and tested and the tears of sadness fall from my eyes as I remember the desire of happiness we’ve shared
Shall I turn and walk away Should I release him
Maybe it’s another trinity of the opposition
And yet and still
I move forward at a pace that’s fast and slow
I move and think spherically for the sphere of white light and the purple pyramid I manifest as I meditate
As the wheel turns and Earth spins on its elliptical path
The Milky Way and galaxy of stars remind me of the wonder of energy
The vibrations I feel are in tune with the hierarchy
The leader of the fighting angels
Michael tells me tales of war and love
And I feel everything intensely and still the way is not clear
For I still stand betwixt and between
War and peace and the battle of the sexes
For is it possible for two Alphas to mate without one trying to dominate the other
I felt his love and when we made love it was amourous and odious
Sweet and savory and I fell hard to the soft clouds of the promise of the last true love
However since we are earthbound we are tested as above so below
As you test and doubt your love and my love and I am bound to watch it unfold
And as it unfolds my binds are loosened and once broken I once again realize that I’m free to BE
Once in a fathomless dark place and suddenly graced with the light and touched
I know that in this life LOVE and HATE exist
Right and wrong
As the battle between the Father and his first favorited one continues
I watch
I stand
And I wait
Betwixt and Between
Sent from Lexa’s GMobile